Wednesday, March 5, 2003

Tuesday, March 4, 2003

Monday, February 17, 2003

Saturday, February 8, 2003

12:08PM

for the past month, central is having a word or phrase of the day to boost our SAT score. while sitting in algebra thursday and listening to the amount of ebonics spoken i've decided to have a ebonics work of phrase of the day.

Thursday's word
homie - friend, companion, someone who stays at your house for free

Friday's word
hot mess - ugly, terrible looking, someone who doesn't care about his or her looks

Today's word
Playa - someone who cheats on multiple people at the same time to receive money, clothes, cars or something else of that matter.

Current mood: blah

Current music: zwan - lyric

Sunday, January 12, 2003

12:52AM

friday while i was paging 2nd hour i stopped at a window and looked at the snow for a while. i thought how can something that seems so perfect reek so much havoc on things. but maybe you can't trust things too perfect

i've been doing a lot of thinking lately. analizing my life. i guess at this point i'm lost. its as if every memory has some sort of downfall to it. i wish things could go back around a year ago. i didn't realize it then. but things weren't bad. they were good actually. i felt like i was actually being listening too and cared about. yea.. i know... people care about me. but its a different type of care i think. i hate change. but not all. i hate when people change and leave others behind. there is so much to say yet it can't come out. when it comes out i end up sounding conceded or a bitch.

i've been thinking about 8th grade a lot lately. thinking back trying to change things in my mind then wondering if it would have changed any of the future. i think if i hadn't, been at st phil's and didn't go though everything would i be different. i was never depressed until then and now i think that maybe if i wouldn't have gone there then maybe i would need to battle depression. 8th grade triggered it and now i feel like that it still holds me by the tag of my shirt. barely there, yet still hanging on tight. on the 27th hopefully things will get better, yet i'm trying to pin hopes on it. i'm not trying to rely on it. but i'm still praying that it will.

Current mood: melancholy

Current music: blind melon - no rain

Monday, December 16, 2002

Saturday, December 7, 2002

Sunday, December 1, 2002

12:16AM - "I don't give out my name on the internet, for all i know your name could be Gary and be 36"

wow.. i haven't wriiten in a real long time, no energy to i guess

i hurt my knee again, not as bad though. i was at work and i leaned down to get somethin and when i stood up i threw my knee out of place, i had to miss 3 days of school which puts my days up to 6 so i take finals. i'm pissed but its ok. i was on crutches for a week and i only need to use them for long
periods of time when i'll be walking. its feeling ok, but it starts throbbing after a while.

last night was fun, show was awesome, saw people i haven't seen in a while. others seemed to be having a bad night and being very anti-social. but i imagine they had their reasons so i won't say anything

tonight was fun. me jayme and jamie went and saw Friday after next. it was halarious. saw kelly and damon when we were leaving. haven't seen them in while. they left us for college. then we wentto steak and shake then came back here. lauren and caleb came over too and the 5 of us argued about what to get each other for christmas. didn't get anywhere. lol

tommorow will be boring. i gotta go to work at some point and jayme is coming over to watch American Dreams. she is coming over early so we can watch the one from 2 weeks ago because people came over and caused probkems and talked so we couldn't watch it.

Current mood: disappointed

Current music: Cheech and Chong - Santa and his old lady

Wednesday, November 20, 2002

Tuesday, November 12, 2002

Thursday, October 24, 2002

9:49PM - You people. You are freaks, you scare me.

well not to much has been goin on. so i figure why waste your guy's time with mindless babble.this weekend shouls be fun. rocky horror picture show tommorow night. i'm excited!! jamie and jodie are dressin up with me. but jayme isn't LOSER! i know what i want for christmas. it is ojne of the greatest things. its an elmo dressed in a chicken suit and sings "Elmo wants to be a chicken, Elmo wants to be a duck, QUACK QUACK QUACK QUACK!!" dude its great. i was singing it all day. ahhaha woo. well i'm gunan go. that was just a post to let you know i am alive

Current mood: discontent

Current music: Sum 41 - makes no difference

Sunday, October 20, 2002

Tuesday, October 15, 2002

9:20PM - "No person is that dumb" "Yea they can be" "I AM NOT THAT DUMB"

meh weekend was fun. friday was probally the best. monday was opk though. Jayme came over and we watched American Dreams. then went to the mall and hung out blah blah blah. today went to schoo. boring. afterschool i went and picked up alex then droped him off, got my check went to the bank, christian center to sign alex up for basketball and went to krogers. saw chris. was really nice acually. talked to him for a few minuted then went to work, came home and here i am. bored. wow. i really with American Dreams was on like every other night. that would be really godd cuz i'm like addicted to it!!

Current mood: contemplative

Current music: Heat Wave - Martha Reeves and the Vandellas

Monday, October 14, 2002

Wednesday, October 9, 2002

10:37AM - "elenor rosevelt was a girl? i thought that was the president"

well here i am sittin in 3rd hour. printing stuff for a paper. but i have everything printed out. go me. i just went to get me english class switched. that was a mess. i was called lazy and he told me that i just want to switch classes to get out of the test. now tell me? why would i drop for an entire year just so i don't need to take one class. hmmm. beond me. but i called mom and had her fax over a note to say i need to be switched. i have it to him and he said to come in before 5th hour so i can have my new class. i love mrs. devine and mrs rikena. they helped me out last hour. and i hung out with mrs devine because i was so pissed off. she was liek yea. i still concider you one of my own. i was like awww. i miss that family. i want to see the boys. i think they are in like 8th grade now. wow. i remember when they were in 3rd grade, well its like with cheslea and joe. i rember when they were in 2nd and 3rd. long time agos. things seem to be getting better. weight it beginging to be lifted off my shoulders. which is a very good thing, very very good. hehehe. 3 and a half day weekend this week. yay! i think people are coming over friday afternoon to just chillin if anyone wants to join, you are welcome. not sure whats on the adgenda for the weekend. i want to go to a haunted house. anyone want to go with me!! i've never been and really really want to. Saturday is my last day of working on saturday mornings. thats cool. no more gettin up really early. which is a good thing. now me and jayme can get up and go to IHOP for breakfast one morning. lol. inside joke. Physiology next hour. i think we are doing a lab. i hope. i want to dicect something. diceting a cat is our 2nd semester final. i don't know if i like that idea or not. hmm.. but how many people cansay they did that? well bells gunna ring in a few. l8

Current mood: okay

Current music: people typing.

Tuesday, October 8, 2002

Monday, October 7, 2002

9:00PM - Remeber that timein highschool you said u wouldn't date me in a million years? Its getting closer.

Friday- came home from school with jayme and jeff to find out my keys were layin on the table. shit! so we left went runnin around 4 a while until mom got home. alex was too excited to see jeff. so we hung out inside 4 a while. drew really amusing pictures and alex and jeff beat the hell outta each other. then they left. so i cleaned my room since i couldn't go out till it was. so jayme, jeff, mike and jamie came over. i made no fight to have front seat last night becase some dipshit left the window down during school *coughjeffcough* and it poured all day! so we left and went to the football game. saw a bunch of people. left at halftime because it was tooo cold! we were winning 20 to 0 shocking and bob was homecoming king! bout time a non-self centered person won. so after the football game we went to subway. lol jayme didn't start anything. and i was already outside but i guess she said hi to her and there was no blood shed. good thing! so we left and went to walgreen still decding what to do and finally we just went to the show because jeff would not shut up about anything except goin to the show. and he was annoying as hell last night. me and mike were gettin pissed cuz he kept turning up the damn radio and switchin stations constantily. anyway... off to the show! got there and talked to some people. found out that we won the football game. watched mears get the hell beat outta him. talked to kyle, ryon, hana and her friend diane i think it was. god im terrible. i'm suprise i can still remember mine. so we hung out there then left about 11. on the way home me and jamie sang the entire way. but it was all pop ghetto. mike was gagin and jeff was just lookin at us. god that was fun. so we came back to my house. played pool. i played the winner out of jeff and mike. wow i suck. but i won like 3 times becasue jeff decided that if u make the 8 ball u can put it back on the table because it doesn't count. ha. so they all left around midnight, so i got on the computer. talked to a few people and went to bed cuz i had to work. in the morning.

saturday- worked, cleaned house all day, then went ou. woooo to much fun. so me and jayme went to the mall. she got a hoodie, and i saw my old cheerleading coach. haha. so we left and went to beckys but she wasn't hpome. so we are like hmmm since everyone is at homecoming what shall we do. I KNOW! subway. so we went and got sum food. talked to meghan. she seems cool. and as we were talkin jayme was liek yea we should call in a bomb threat to hoemocming, and there was a cop sittin right there so we werelike fuck!! we left there and off to one world. hung out there with some cool people then they left to go get a hotel room. so we were off to joes house. hung out there watched an info mercial and laughed through the whole thing. then we left and we runnin around. off to krogers. got tampons eggs and TP. some fun fun fun times. after that joes dad picked him up at SnS and we talked to jamie jodie matt and some other people. then a bunch of central kids came from homecoming and talked to them for afwe then left. fun time fun times

sunday - cleaned, watched amreican dreams, hung out

Current mood: melancholy

Current music: Good Charlotte - Lifestyles of the rich and the famous

Saturday, October 5, 2002

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